p.s: my month did get WAYYYYY shittier on the 31rst like I thought it would. it came to a horrible end. i called it! but i think that was the end of it.
I am in one of the worst bad moods i have ever been in in my life right now. I dont even know why. well i do..there are a lot of reasons but its funny cuz the one thing that i am most pissed off about right now isnt that big of a deal. i think it just threw me over the edge.
I went to starbucks today to price all of their drinks and stuff to make sure the prices at my moms new cafe were okay and everything. we lowered a couple cuz the stupid sysco guy makes us charge too much for everything. but ANYWAYS. it was a huge list and i wanted to bring it home tonight to make up some signs and shit...and someone THREW IT OUT! i am sooo pissed cuz now i have to go BACK there tomorrow and price everything all over again..and i am working at noon so i gotta get up early.
I know its not a big deal but i am just so miserable right now and that just set me off. well i am gonna go do my exercise video (haha i am a loser) and then take a shower and...try to sleep. tho i dont seem to do that much these days! damn verona.
Layer One - Stats... -- Name: cait -- Birthdate: march 5 -- Birthplace: brockten -- Current Location: my chair -- Eye Color: hazel -- Hair Color: dark brown -- Height: 5'8 -- Weight: ....blah -- Righty or Lefty: Righty -- Zodiac Sign: pisces (fish)
Layer Two - Describe... -- Your heritage: irish mostly -- The shoes you wore today: brown sandals...woo -- Your hair: i hate it...i need to get over the ponytail thing..its been long enough -- Your eyes: one of my eyes has a big brown dot in it..it looks like i have 2 pupils -- Your weakness?: hmmm not saying how i really feel if u mean that sorta weakness -- Your fears: that i will be stuck in this situation forever -- Your perfect pizza: once me and jen got a really good pizzA with chicken peppers and onions...it was good -- Goal you'd like to achieve: getting my masters in social work
Layer Three - Tell... -- Your most overused phrase on AIM: brb is that a phrase? nope.. oh well next ? -- Your thoughts first waking up: i need a delicious latte -- Your best physical feature: i like my lips when there not chapped...they're DSL's..haha jk -- Your bedtime: its gotten a little later since i havent been working -- Your greatest accomplishment: i dunno
Layer Four - You prefer... -- Pepsi or Coke: water -- McDonald's or Burger King: the BK lounge -- Single or group dates: group -- Adidas or Nike: adidas i guess -- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: BRISK -- Chocolate or vanilla: ehh...neither -- Cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino....or latte's. i cant live without them -- Boxers or briefs: i'll say....boxers.
Layer Five - Do you...? -- Smoke: ....uh -- Cuss: fuck no -- Sing well: my cat thinks so -- Take a shower everyday: havent yet today...but i will -- Like high school: fuck that place! -- Want to get married: yeah -- Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: i think..? -- Believe in yourself: i do believe in fairies -- Get motion sickness: i did once -- Think you're attractive: yes, in an ugly sort of way -- think you're a health freak: i could be worse -- Get along with your parents: they are my favorite people in the world! -- Like thunderstorms: i love them -- Play an instrument: i used to play the flute...haha...yea keyboard and bass
Layer Six - In the past, did/have you... -- Drank alcohol: yes -- Smoke(d): yes:( -- Done a drug: drugs are bad mm-kay -- Have Sex: fuck that shit -- Made Out: frenched..haha remember when u called it that in like...5thgrade? -- Go on a date: oh yes -- Go to the mall?: im ending this survey now because this is where jen ended hers
MMM i am drinking starbucks coffee and it is def. lifting me from my bad mood. i am trying to type up some stupid signs and stuff for Mrs. Say cuz she wont get off my back about doing it for her!! AHH! But i quit Main st. cafe. Well the last week of June is my last week. I am gonna be working for my mom 6 days a week! i am so excited. I will miss everyone at Main St. tho. mr. say told me that i could work whenever i want tho...even if i leave. i dont know if i will but...i will wanna visit. i love all the regulars.
My dad bought me that book of bunny suicides...,anyone seen it? it is morbidly funny..haha. its good to look thru once and then to show other peeople..i guess i will just put it on my bookshelf after that. wellll yea..
Opening credits: "Israel's Son" Silverchair Waking up: "Wake up call" AFI Average day: "Today is in my way" MxPx First date: "Summertime" Sublime Falling in love: "Nightingale" Saves the Day Love scene: Fight scene: "Spit it Out" Slipknot Breaking up: "Hole in my Soul" Aerosmith Getting back together: Secret love: "This Ruined Puzzle" Dashboard Confessional Life's okay: "Crash and Burn" Savage Garden Mental breakdown: "Hurt" Nine Inch Nails Driving: "Same in the End" Sublime Learning a lesson: Deep thought: Flashback: "I Do Not want this" Nine Inch Nails Partying: "Burn One Down" Ben Harper Happy dance: "Anthem of the year 2000" Silverchair (funny memory of a funny dance) Regreting: "I Miss you" Incubus Long night alone: "Creep" Radiohead Death scene: "Song 13" The Ataris Closing credits: "Needle in the Hay" Elliot Smith
Happy Easter! i hate family gatherings but today was ok cuz all i really did was talk to allie and my dad. I am sickly:( my ears and throat hurtttt. i am in a very sad mood and it kinda sucks. well thats it. i am boring'
music: Strung out- The Exhumantion of Virgina Madison
i havent written in a long time. but its ok cuz i know no one reads this cuz no one likes me. i am going to school now i am getting straiht A's!! i am soo excited about it. i have no life now so thats probably whyt i am doing so good..but u know what? i dont care...all i can about is school..and i will do anything it takes to maintain a 4.0 all thru college. I am going to Mount Wachusett right now and if i keep a 2.7 or higher while i am there (piece of cake) i can go to either fitchburg state, umass, worcester state or salem state. I am a Human Services major and i wanna get my bac. degree in psychology and then i am gonna get my masters..and i am thinking about possibly going for my Ph D. Whose the fuck up now? not me. i had some minor setbacks but i know they were nto my fault now. what else...umm...i dunno. jeffs brother and his wife had a baby. her name is Kiyo Mui White. She's beautiful. well yea.. i am gonna go watch Degrassi. Peace
Ahh, you are "Velveta Shells and Cheese". You are expensive, no denying this, but its the price you pay for quality. You don't even require other food supplies. Water and a pan is all you need to get by. That silver bag your cheese comes in looks like something out of the 23rd century, but it's cool! And those crevices in the shells hold the cheese so well... You Rock!
My sister's wedding is going on outside,but i needed a break. Ahh i hate parties..i just want to get away and be alone, u know? My sister looks so happy tho. its awesome. It might be cuz shes drunk but..haha, oh well. I could be getting drunk right now but...nah. it wouldnt be fun. why would i get drunk with my family? i will dip in when everyone is asleep. heh heh. maybe. oh well...peace out
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